Mate all the advice above is sound, haz and winningbird been there and come back stronger,
So do your folks know ? Do the people around you know ? If they don’t, I think you need to be honest with all around you, because you obviously need help with this..
some say about it being embarrassing telling somebody, but embarrassment fades,and I think you run out of options when you include others in going “ around the systems “, and the real possibility that you could borrow and not have enough to pay back….
, get a new card, have it delivered to a friend, have them scratch off the card security number, casino ban your bank accounts
gamban your folks, have them do the same banning their account from casinos, but it needs you talk to them …. just be honest about the shit your going through …