Stop Now. You obviously have no control so if you do not stop your whole life will be like this, the money is gone and you have to start from scratch again. If you do not stop every payday will be like this and there will come a time when you spend money you need for bills, then you are tempted to get credit cards or loans just to gamble. Use gamstop or lock your accounts so that you cannot use them. I hate to say it but in some ways you are lucky you had an absolute shocker at the start of this and can see the horrors before you are sucked in.