Sounds like you need a break from the slots mate if they are getting you that worked up.
Ive just signed up to gamstop today after putting it off for months and I honestly feel relief for the first time in a while knowing that next month it’s not going to be the same old shit just a different month.
Don’t forget that these streamers are streaming almost every day for 4+ hours so it’s only natural they will eventually post up a stonking win on the slots but ask them how much they are up and you’ll find most of them are massively down even with the big hits. They have the added benifit of being able to play with affiliation money though.