I was for a long while having those thoughts haz, thank you mate I know you’d lend an ear to anyone. It was w<span style=”font-size: 1rem;”>atching the direct effect on my family and seeing it from a 3rd party family member has changed what I was really looking at as an inevitable until now</span>
So I’m going to be who I am, because I don’t want my sadness to become the illness that caused scotty to do what he did