Hi Steve, as you know I’ve followed you for a while. I think you are the most honest gambler I know. You know what can happen and you only blame yourself for big loses or in the past blamed a certain “bearded bellend”, however that’s natural. I have personally have calmed down on the gambling after I lost so much and saw what pain the affects had on my girlfriend. I never understood people that said watching people play helps them in their rehab. I always thought that surely watching people gamble and win will want you to gamble yourself. However I’ve learnt that when you actually want to quit then it does help. For me I was never actually playing for the wins because if I did win i’d spunk the money again gambling it. It really makes no sense when you think of it. I stayed away from your vids for 6 months. So just me logging on and watching your vids now takes the stress of money loses and more enjoyment seeing the games played. I still gamble a little so I can enter your comps most months but I must admit the enjoyment of it all has gone for me after the big loses hit home hard. I’ve spent all this year paying back debts rather than gambling most of my spare cash away. It’s been hard and I’ve had a few relapses but i’m getting there. I don’t get offended by your high stake videos. I think they are entertaining and I love you for being daring but be careful mate and please please please don’t look at that money as just cash you can now gamble. Enjoy it with the family. Maybe buy into a new hobby or something.
Much love bro
