Profile : Seyahkram1977

inspect her gadget wrote:

Well where do I start….i finally crumbled!

After 2 years of no gambling and rebuilding my finances and my life I lost the plot yesterday and spaffed £2.5k into some dodgy casino I could sign up to because they don’t endorse gamstop!

I feel absolutely gutted this morning. I’ve been feeling on edge for a few days since I found out I wouldn’t have a job shortly as my boss is folding his company and after an almighty argument with the wife over home schooling I locked myself in the bedroom. In a moment of weakness I somehow thought I could find a new casino and win enough money to see us through until I get another job…. What a dick!

Fast forward 8 hours and I’ve put a huge balance on a credit card I’d spent 2 years paying off, worst of all is I probably only stopped because my phone battery died! Im not ashamed to admit I cried myself to sleep and woke up this morning with that feeling in my stomach I’ve not had for years!

I have quickly this morning put gamban on my phone so this can’t happen again, I’m so angry and annoyed with myself!

So now the journey begins all over again, except last time I was working hard at 2 jobs to clear everything, now I don’t have any!

Sorry to rant on but I needed to vent and don’t want another argument with the wife during lockdown!

Ps if anyone knows of jobs going in Fife, Scotland I’d happily take anything cheers

Hey mate, that’s brutal, this whole life is a rollercoaster, but you’ve done it once and and you have proved you have the drive , it’s tougher of course, but when the shock and the adrenaline slows down you’ll start seeing things differently…

because of the situation you’re in, call stepchange… my brother law works there and the charity is absolutely immense.. they have quite a power over financial companies… give them a bell, tell the score( job – income – ) probably don’t tell them about the gambling ( it won’t change anything, but it’s a detail they don’t need) and you’ll be surprised what they can arrange regarding bills like cc… and such… doesn’t matter how you got in the hole companies have to work with you … in the uk ( I’m presuming you are ) there’s legislation about how companies deal with issues…step change helps mediate and work out affordable payments, and companies are “ suggested “ to follow their guide ….

best of luck to you, and other on here with the similar stories…

Mate, it’s utter dogsshut what’s happening to you… was a bolt from the blue, or were their rumblings??
it’s a bit rude of me to ask, but maybe good to talk and lay it out like …

It’s dogshut what’s happening to you at the mo… was it out the blue ? Were their rumblings of trouble ?

rude for me to ask, but maybe good to talk or write it down …

( I did this post with out signing in so it’ll pop up later )

Sorry mate I’m at work so I’m jumping in an out of signal…. you need to taht to citizen advise mate…and soon…. if anything just to have a log of what’s gone on

There’s a council scheme going in retro games people being made “homeless”… you need to get in contact with council, tell them what’s gone on and your worries and it’s effects on you, whilst they search out something for you they should be able to temp house you somewhere even if it’s a B and B …but start talking to council, don’t wait for next week …. which part of the world you in ( UK yeah? )

What the fuck mate!!! ……that’s some fucking proper dickhead move on you my man…there’s that old saying “ men fight ugly, women fight nasty “ but that’s fucked up level nasty

Holy shit…. academy awards will need to create a category for this acting ……

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