I was similar to this but back then I was making 10,000nzd a week and yes it was through illegal things and yes I did get caught and yep I went to prison for just over 4years. Back then I would go up and down thousands gamble for 10-12hours straight didn’t care if I won or lost just lived in the moment.
prison changed my life I completely snapped out of it now days I do play but in moderation if I win $300 I withdraw and lock my account I only make 600$ a week working 9-5 but you Kno what I have never been happier. I have the love of my life supporting me and doing the right thing in life feels good.
Anyway that’s just a brief insight into my past but who wants to live in the past anyway the future is now so much more brighter.