I actually quite like watching streamers play the game as it quite exciting when the bonus starts multiplying up. The bonus game is predetermined however, so you are just really buying a lottery ticket which effectively plays out through an extended clip.
The reason nearly everybody finds their money is rinsed through so quickly, is because once in a million (figure of speech), somebody will win 100k+ from a £6 stake! I’m very sceptical about the streamers wins tbh and would like to see a normal stakes punter put up a mega win on it whatever the stake.
Sounds like you should take a break, as frustration might make you make the mistake of increasing the stakes on it. The new Blue Print Rick and Morty is a nice game to play and I like Pragmatic’s The Dog House. Both can pay decent bonuses without having to play for hours to get up.
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