Hi mate firstly I’d like to say DO NOT LET YOURSELF DOWN. If there has been genuine fraud you will get your money back, might take a little time but they have to investigate it, your in the system.
secondly if you have means to gamble then you have means to live.
Dont breakdown, life chucks lessons at us all the time through no fault of our own, it’s how we deal with them that we are judged on.
The fact that you have posted shows your strong character, don’t be weak stay strong your money will be back with you in no time.
Good luck and fight those demons??