@eejit101 ty for your time mate, I agree with almost all that you said, there are things that I know like many of us ofc. I’m aware of my demons and I’m not proud of what I became. For the sake of discussion I just want to clarify two things 😉
1) my monthly income is not covering anymore the debts I have (bank, loans) and the interests my debts are carrying are ridiculously high. This month, for the very first time I wasn’t able to pay the monthly fees. And those interests are accumulating and raising. My December’s 1k (more or less) are already gone now, the January salary won’t be enough either, ofc. How can I start from 0? I’d really would, honestly… I won’t say I’m cured from gambling… I just say I’m at the point where I just lost appetite for gambling… I got bored
2)my wife isn’t the most beautiful or smarter women in the world and I’m not R. R. (not anymore, lol). But would be very hard for me to find another women not to fk but to stay by my side for 20 years now and suffering from all the stupid things I’ve done more than you can imagine. But that’s another, longer, sade story 😉
Ty again for your good words 😉
