Ok I just realised that gambling has taken over my life after spending my whole wages this month, I basically blew over 2k left myself with 90 quid this morning and guess what I have no blew that, I haven’t paid my rent for 4 weeks and I am already on a court order so now they have said they will apply for a warrant for eviction, I have literally not got a pot to piss in, where the hell do I go from here, it’s been over 10 long years of gambling and I have had enough I want to stop I really do but how do you start, I need an instant fix of stopping, not counselling it takes so long I need something to happen today.
I can’t speak to anyone about this in my family because it’s embarrassing, a 40 odd year old woman blowing all her money on gambling, but I am sick of it and it’s now the end of the road for me.