Lots of people post comments about gambling addiction and stories and people reply saying been there or done that or I can relate to what you have done but this one I’m not sure about. I’m nowhere near as bad now and I always wondered am I addicted to gambling. Well here’s my theory. Controlled gambling is about moderation right. Well I have none but what about if that applies to everything in life. What if like me for nearly 20 years I couldn’t do anything in moderation. Can you imagine. I’ve had hundreds of nights not remembering getting home after clubbing or been at the pub. Hundreds of reckless gambling sessions. I played 47 frames of snooker with a mate after a night out once. I’d play golf in the dark after playing all day. 6 cans of red bull a day. Worked every hour I was awake when I was in the mood. I literally couldn’t do anything in life in moderation. My missus says I’m an all or nothing person. Can you imagine been a workaholic, binge drinking, sport mad, excessive red bull drinking nymphomaniac crazy gambler. Fuck I miss the good times. Anyone else like me I wonder ? 