If you’re already signed up to gamstop, how did you manage to have a gamble? Was it bookies or rogue casino? I would honestly suggest writing to every casino I could find and tell them to exclude you. If it was a bookies, go in and self exclude. I understand the mindset you were in, I’ve been there a lot my self in the past, so please don’t feel like you’re being judged. Putting money into gambling to try and turn it to more just to take the kids out doesn’t work well, trust me on that one. You should consider that once you deposit money onto a site, it’s gone. You’ve said your self that you can’t pay bills and don’t have the petrol to pick your kids up, so remember how you feel right now the next time you fancy a gamble. Really hope you’re okay and you feel better about this all soon. You’re not the first person to do it, and won’t be the last. I’m always around if you need a rant/chat. 🙂