Hi aadon27…. I’ve done me bollocks plenty of times and felt the same… Its tough bro, but keep your head up & take what’s coming I.e. the abuse from your loved ones after all you deserve it & it will help you not to do it again…. don’t hide it makes it worse is my advice.
On Monday get on the phone to a Government welfare fund & you might get something to help you out £1/200 Quid will help. You can only apply for emergency once a year I think… phone the citizens advice before.
Try your bank for a overdraft etc…. Don’t give up & you’ll find a way out, i’m sure.
I hope thing’s work out for you bro
Stevie. 😉