Hi ZoeR91…. Nice to meet you & congrats on being honest ? in writing your story, there some good advice itt already that you should think seriously about before you end up in debt & alone… Is it better to tell your partner? Yes it is.. Your relationship should be strong enough to withstand with what is a minor hiccup.. Your not in debt Yet or any serious trouble and as you’ve said, if you don’t calm down with the slots it’s gonna get a whole lot worse.
If you can’t do a GA meeting try using YouTube for a GA speaker whos talk/Sharing his experience will help loads.
I’m afraid like me your an addict.. I’m 20 years older than you & believe me it’s not worth it, even if yiu get a win you’ll want more and more… Its the old question if you could fill a room with money an addict will always ask for a bigger room ?
Let your partner help you recover, and start to enjoy the finer things in life…. Good luck in your travels & remember a gambling win is only a rush for a few seconds, the memorys with your partner will last a lifetime ???