So after being really good and sticking to small football bets after self excluding melyself from practically everywhere I fell off the wagon at coral yesterday playing roulette .
Now again like the bandit says only spend what you can afford to lose which I did . I put in £300 altogether never really winning anything starting from roughly £20 per spin soon got to £50 a spin losing practically until the last press then 14 out of 15 winning numbers bagged me £1150 ish then as I always do when I win big once I get 2 losing spins in a row I come off . Ended up playing mermaid bitch for £50 then withdrew the £1000 and came off a winner .
now reflecting back where oils I have stopped .
£300 what I was affording To lose
another £50 another £100
i am so glad that the bookie roulettes will be £2 max spin by end of the month because I had all sorts of demons and flashbacks of losing fucking hundreds of hard earned money in the past chasing that winning number .
Yesterday I was a winner and knowing that I will not have another chance to play big in the bookies I will remain a winner ?