I struggle to sympathise with the way this post has been constructed…..”long time watcher” “always enter but never win” “need £250”
Basically u begging for £250 from the bandit!
Go to gamblers anonymous or an online blocking tool, u dont want advise, u want someone to bail u out!
In the time u took to write this post u could of got gamstop, googled about a g.a meeting or u could phone any of your real friends or family and explained your problem to them.