Your not the only one mate. Something about them soul sucking soon to be paperweights that draw you in. I’ve done it countless times in the past (and had a very lucky escape just before Christmas which I posted about).
It’s amazing how if I’m playing poker or blackjack I can easily walk away but them fucking things just attract you in. Even as I put money in I know I should walk away oh to late already span it. I try my hardest to keep as far away as possible.