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my two cents, youāve got to be fucked to play these days, and that grind is tough in the uk, although I didnāt buy a lot of bonus buys ( except chilli) no bonus buys with the auto spins off and the 2.5 second spin it does grind your gears, and I think bandit temperament is he starts playing , realise itās taken ages, gets fucked off that we live in a nanny state and canāt be bothered, and when ever he wants to play, the negative āslotā thoughts are there instantly and it becomes a chore rather than a entertainment because you donāt see it is a positive, and that mental hump is a hard twat to get over, Ā like the bloke who doesnāt go to the gym, the idea of going is nice, but then instantly you think about the getting there, Ā putting gym clothes on, getting on the first machine, the pain, the sweat, having to go home ā¦.but I donāt ever believe bandit will close down or step away this part of his business, I feel he knows it would be silly to walk away from a good following and name heās built upā¦unless clearly it was harming him or his family, and bandit has never been shy about sharing the need to take breaks for his own sanity, heās never been embarrassed by that ( as he shouldnāt ) from hearing his stories about him and his work I just thinks itās a matter of the right lanes crossing at the right time, I donāt believe heāll ever Ā bin the slots, but might shelf them for a time, because it still can be a profitable thing( theoretically)
I donāt disagree that a note here and there would be comforting as a fan, because we do care and worry about good people we connect with Ā ( we are human ) but equally Iām aware shit goes down in personal, family or work circles and sometimes time is the best diluterā¦and sometimes that dilution needs a lot of time Ā ( unless he sends a message saying heās selling hot dogs at Wrexham football club Ā ā¦. Then forget this essay )
we keep the faith, heāll be backā¦.Iām sure ( ish ) of it ā¦ā¦.